If you really knew me...

(Like the MTV show)

If you really knew me you would know....

1. I really enjoy being a helper.

2. I link all memories to a feeling. Always have.

3. I'm very visual. This is why I can stare at things for a long time--I'm saving it mentally or recreating it.

4. Words are powerful and I love quotes and deep thoughts.

5. I still LOVE, LOVE, LOVE to learn.  But you have to show me (again with the visual)

6. I have lots of patience with kids but not so much with adults.

7. I need to feel love everyday. 

8. Sitting around is extremely hard for me. I can't do it.

9. I'm incredibly sensative so I have a hard exterior at times. This is for my protection.

10. I don't cry often.

11. I have a big conscious/ inner moral code and I rarely allow myself to stray from it. 

12. I like to laugh, but I am not funny. I can't tell jokes.

13. I love history, especially Native American/Trail of Tears and WWII.  These are my favorite.

14. I've always wanted to have little boys and still do, someday.

15. I get spurts of energy or a wild hair to travel the world and run away. I'd be good at it. This scares me. Refer back to #11. This is why it never gets done.

16. My left eye gets teary when I feel sad for people, especially the young and extremely old. (which is often)

17. I've felt a higher presence guiding me twice in my life. I need to learn to listen.

18. I love driving and I play my music loud. I like the way it feels and drowns out my thoughts.

19. I'm not a nap kinda gal....maybe twice a year, if that.

20. I really am quite boring and routine. I'd be easy to stalk.

21. I'm always behind on technology and I hate gadgets. (no ipad, iphone, apple stuff, Wii, computer games, TV games, pocket electronics) I do not have any of this stuff.

22. THIS IS MY FAVORITE NUMBER IN THE WORLD.  I will love it forever, regardless.

23. I was very sad when I turned 20 years old.  Now, I'm about to be 30...life moves quickly and that scares me.

24. I get excited if someone leaves me a stick note, little messages, text messages, small things like that make me happy.

25. My biggest fear is that I will never make a difference or feel that I have a purpose.